kerox.

hello.

i’m back. but not for that long i guess. i went disappear these few days for a reason. teehee. i didn’t get to mention earlier that i’ll be working with my brother. and yeah, i’m working with my brother for two weeks. business matters. teehee.

what business?

keroxx.

haha. i’m quite tired actually. just feel like dropping by here since my blog seems to be so empty without latest post from me. and great one. recently, i purchased The Secret and The Law Of Attraction from the Times in Hills Shopping Mall. i just need to find the right time to spend myself reading those books. cant wait!

ohh dear. sorry chin. i bought the secret already. hehe. btw, thanks for offering!

okay. need to sleep liao. very very very sleepy and tired. nevermind. another 5 days to go before i stop working. another 7 days left for me to pack my stuffs and say goodbye to Kuching.

and yeah. another thing.

customer is always right.

akan tetapi……

customers banyak ragam.

ada yang banyak songeh.

ada yang very understanding

ada yang sporting.

ada yang kuat ngingit.

paling tak best…..

ada customer, wahh. datang kat booth, habis smua kasut mok cuba. dah try punya try, last last sik jadi beli. apa perasaan? sila define.

tapi yela. customer sentiasa betol. aku pun customer kalau beli kasut kat luar. amacam?

selamat malam.

CUTS.

received another invoice from curtin. belalak kedondong kali sidak tok nganta invoice. duak kali gik ya. i was shocked to see 6 units in the invoice. rasa nak gugok jantongku nangga fees pandey nait indah. haha. naseb bait dpt mbak bertenang. anyhoos, these are the 5 units which i’ll be taking in my second sem of EFY:

Engineering Mathematics 140

Engineering Programming 100

Electrical Systems 100

Engineering Physics 100

Engineering Foundations: Design and Processes 100

banyak credit hours. sighs.

menakutkan jak.

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pergh.

namun ku terlanjur mencintai dirimu, terlambat bagiku pergi dari mu…

suckit perut.

rephrasing the status in facebook.

Zarith Zillullah Hipeny is watching 2012 dvd, serving myself with hot Neslo while the running nose mode is still on and updating my blog. sounds like multitasking.

and so. i woke up very early today which is around 540 am. i slept around midnight i guess, and i woke up this early. so all and all i have only slept for about 5 hours? ohh dear. and i’m hungry. suddenly silent is all i have around me. both parents went off to work early morning. and i’m left all alone at home. ohh dear.

can i have my sleeping mode back? because it’s still very early and so far as i concern, no one can do general cleaning at this hour. #.# i need to sleep. ohh dear. if i sleep, surely i’ll wake up around 10 am. haha.

sighs.

herms. stomach ache la pulak. okla.

tata.

24.

why is msn so slow at this hour?

and currently listening to bad romance & loving it.

it’s midnight again. (close to actually) i’m having the same problem. having difficulties to sleep. i’ve tried last night actually, slept quite early, which is at 1 am. considered as early rather than sleeping at 3/4 am right? not in the right mood right now, which i don’t know why. something is missing, i tried to search for it but it seemed that i haven’t find the clue to the solution. or is it me playing the puzzle? i don’t know. i seriously don’t know. sighs. i dislike this feeling which keeps on distracting my mind. no point of running away from problems right? but i don’t take it as a problem. because it seems like, i am the main problem right now. i don’t have the solution to that problem, even i know to every problem, there is always a better solution kan? i am confused. totally confused.

i need basketball. i seriously do. #.#

anyways. today, i went out with Deklin and Nazri. so Deklin fetched me around 230 pm, then we headed to Matang to fetch Nazri. due to the increase in the number of cars on the road, it took us nearly an hour to reach our destination which is a restaurant called After 4. so, we ordered our meals and discussed about the camp which is to be hold on the 1st week of March. kinda interesting, especially when they both had their own experience throughout the camps they attended before. and so, Deklin ordered this thing called “Dim Sum”. hey, seriously that was my first time, i tried Dim Sum. it tasted great. hehe. thanks to Deklin for the birthday treat. and also, thanks for the cakes too. i’ll update the photos once i’ve been tagged by Nazri in Facebook.

okay that’s the updated activity i did today.

somehow i need to make myself busy. not as in busybody laa. i can’t wait for this weekend. i’ll be helping my brother in Boulevard & Hills Shopping Mall. i just can’t sit down at home and keep on thinking the same thing which is not worth my time kan?

arrhhhh.

at least i tried. i never grumbled. i never complained.

doublezee.

ow ow.

if trouble is a friend, then running nose is considered as a friend?

and this is life.

currently listening: you too my heart away- MLTR.

somehow i feel like to be in jiwang mode. ohh dear. as Malik has suggested, i should do blogging just to cure my boredomness. which is one of the reason that i couldn’t shut my eyes. i’m having problem to sleep, again. ohh dear.

insomnia? what is that exactly about?

these things keep on distracting me. like?

1. flu & nose bleeding. running nose a lot of times.

2. massive headache which i myself don’t know how to overcome.

3. dark rings around the eyes. can’t help it.

what else? pergh.

mosquitoes. ohh please. go away. gatal wehhhh.

my nose is running. *haha*

i cannot sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.

and it’s now 242 am.

gonna screw my saturday.

ohh dear. wet & watery nose is back.

haha

hehe

hihi

hoho

huhu

gaga u la la. ra ra rama ma~~ ga ga u la la~~

haha.

trouble is a friend? ohh dear. i miss being rebellious. oopsie.

i have trouble with myself.

everyone has their own history kan? so do i.

eh eh.

next week, i’ll be working again. BUSY. yeayh.

needs to save money.

The Secret is waiting for me.

just logged out from facebook.

i need to sleep.

wehh. lack of rest bahh.

mata pun dah itam kdak panda. minak aku sik makan buloh jak.

idong pun dah berekot. kelak sik terkepong.

palak dah pening. makin paksa tido lalulah aku sik tido tido pasya.

perut bunyi kelaparan. tapi aku xmok makan sebab malas.

adoh malam. yerh. lamak ku sik makey frasa tok. haha.

well esok dah sabtu.

pasya ahad.

pasya balit miri.

somehow rasa sedeh jak.

eh melelat kangkong indah.

aku sekpat tido!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mak demam. ohh mak. get well soon.

mak suka aku pun sup ayam. hehe. love u mak.

gaga u la la~~

okaylah. bagus aku chow sebelom aku tok melarat. tok pun dah pukol 3.

ohh myyy.

okla. tata.

gaga u lala.

zetzet90.

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ga ga u lala.

ohh dear. i need to stop this as soon as possible.

caught in the bad romance. oohhhhh~~

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this thing called………

i want it to be turqoise this time. heha.

currently not listening to any song at the moment. not in the mood actually. for the past few days, usually at this hour i’ll be accompanied by my brother. it’s fun having him around especially when we’re both using our own laptop on the same table while each of us will be using both corners of the table. and when i see him online in facebook, i’ll disturb him knowing that we’re both online at the same time. sighs. how i miss him. and now, he’s back in Bintulu. back to work, to be exact. luckily he has got his broadband so it’s easy for me to chat with him every night while he’s busy harvesting in his farm on facebook. and now. i’m all alone here. mom and dady both need to rest early as they need to get up early morning tomorrow due to work. everyone’s working. can’t you see that? awrrh.

today’s wednesday, dated as 2oth January 2010. this morning i was awaken by kanye west again, as someone called me around 640 am. without knowing who was the caller, so i answered. ohh dear. hehe. glad to hear the voice early morning. thanks for the call. and again, around 8 am, was disturbed by an incoming text message. ohh dear. it’s from my brother, and he mentioned about his arrival in Bintulu airport. and i thanked him for everything although we did not really spend much time together when he was around in Kuching. i miss my brother, i can’t deny that.

oee yeah. tomorrow will be another day of boredom-ness. so mom reminded me to go to JPN tomorrow morning as i need to make myself a brand new IC so as to replace the old one. and yeah, received a phone call from kak nana and i was invited out for lunch tomorrow. yiihaa. so, i need to persuade daddy so that he can let me out tomorrow afternoon. and yeah. now it’s 1241 am, and yes, i’m still here not sleeping yet. due to that i am not SLEEPY yet. ohh myy. my sleeping routine is now upside down. i sleep late, and i wake up sometimes early, sometimes very late. this is too muchh. if mom knows about this, i’ll be dead meat. seriously, my sleeping time went upside down. i got used to sleeping so late, that i somehow ended up having insomnia. (did i use the right term? sorry, my bio was a bit sucky) *sighs*

erh. abit blur now actually. it seems like the world around me is spinning and i can feel that the brain can shut down anytime soon. i can’t sleep and i don’t feel like sleeping too. well, someone commented on the song that i like to listen which is bad romance by lady gaga. haha. sorry keh. i know the lyrics sound terrible, but i love the music. rama rama. haha. kay kay. stop crapping. but somehow, i do believe in things call karma. after this, i’ll just go with the flow. whatever happens, i’ll surrender to Him. because i know, it’s a test from Him and it’s also a part of the challenges in life. so yeah, aku tetap redha.

ohh my. this post will be a colourful one. haha. different colour in different paragraph. ohh dear. mom just opened the door, and she was asking me why am i not sleeping yet at this hour? i haven’t even replied her, she shut the door. ohh my. mak, sorry. i’m having this difficulty in sleeping which i don’t know why. i drank two glasses of mineral water but i still can’t sleep. or is it i think too much? ohh dear. the world keeps on spinning. soon, when i wake up the next morning, i’ll see dark layers when i see myself in the mirror. haha. too bad.

24 is back. after two years of missing. and yeah. the situation is still the same. like i said, karma. but somehow, that feeling keeps on growing. but i’m afraid, at certain point of life, there must be something stopping. err. emm kay. let’s make it easy. just don’t think too much zarith. like someone said, what goes around comes around. bear that in mind.

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i don’t know what else to write. all i know, i’m just too tired. i want to sleep but i don’t feel sleepy. weird kan? i feel the need of going to gym. yerhh. mok kurus la tek. but somehow, that is just a dream. with my condition now, no transport, no self motivation, ahaa. i ended up in the kitchen, eat whatever i want. this is why i’m gaining weight eversince i lost few kgs after i had a bad diarrhea the other day. ohh fat-ism. but seriously, i wanna go jogging. i need to keep myself healthy!

and yeah. somehow i can’t wait for the next semester to start. too tired of too long holidays i guess. what i dislike, when it comes to assignments, i want holidays. ohh dear. this is like universal truth. haha. early march will be having motivational camp with Efact team. and yeah, that’s a new thing for me. gaining experience, like obviously la. so, i was assigned to be the assitant manager by zul. a big responsibility. so, i need to prepare some plans for the camp. need more time to brainstorm actually. ohh dear.

it’s nearly 2 am now. ohh dear. i still can’t sleep. help . listening to bad romance again. haha. too bad. weh, sekpat tido tok. i’m afraid i might get up LATE tomorrow morning. i want ur ugly, i want ur love, i want ur everything. haha. nak mampus.

okay. i’m tired of choosing colours. i’d better stop now. forcing myself to sleep. see that word, forcing.

okay world. good morning!

love,

doublezee90.

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